Where would we be without our mobile phones or internet? I hadn’t seen Ben in a few months now but we still kept in touch regularly. I still wanted him and he still wanted me. Late last night, we found each other on MSN:

Ben: I started the day with the most glorious wank, thanks to your text…Thank you!

Me: Why thank you. It’s always a pleasure receiving your pictures

Ben: So, tell me, what are you wearing?

Me: lol, I’m wearing little pink hot pants and a black jumper coz I’m absolutely freezing! I do look cute if I say so myself…! What are you wearing?”

Ben: Boxers and a t-shirt

Me: Nice. Man, I’m SO cold! The heating is on and everything!

Ben: Under the covers? Erect nipples?

Me: Yes, and absolutely!

Ben: Are you going to show me?

Me: Do you think you deserve it?

Ben: I think I have been a pretty good boy. Last gift came from me, remember…

Me: Very very true, you have been a good boy and you do always manage to persuade me don’t you?

Ben: We are both easily persuaded, and I don’t just want a picture. I want you to cum. I want you to be a really dirty angel…

Me: Oh yea? And how shall I do that babe?

Ben: First you play with yourself imagining me slowly, softly teasing you with my kisses, while my hands wander. I work myself slowly down your body. No rush. Licking. Biting.

Me: You’re a tease.

Ben: I want you to use your imagination for the pictures. Got anything long and hard?

Me: No, you’re not here Ben.

Ben: I know exactly what to get you for Christmas….a webcam, and a new vibrator

Me: You’re right. I think Santa needs to give me some good treats this year.

Ben: I’d love a picture of you on your knees, from behind. God, I can’t wait to see you again by the way. You’re going to get sooooo much attention. My hard on is pressing against the laptop…

Me: Wait there. I’m going to jump in the shower…I’ll be 10 minutes. All yours, with pictures…promise.

Ben: Full shower pic. Mmmmm! And think about what you would like in return…

Me: Back. Boy that feels much better!

Ben: Nice picture, and my it IS cold! I love what I see. You’re looking hot too. Wish you could tend to my hard on…

Me: I wish I could be there to help. Looking forward to giving you that attention again.

Ben: I want to video you and me. Me going down on you, taking my time…”

Me: Sounds hot babe. I can’t wait to do that with you. It’s a shame you’re not alone tonight. I’d have called. I love hearing your hot groans. It’s been far too long!

Ben: I want you to take a picture. I want to see something inside you…I really need to cum. I’m aching.

Me: How about this?

Ben: Oh god, what are you doing to me! Really hot! I have a reward for you… 1min 14 sec video of me wanking and coming

Me: Ohhh boy!

Me: Watching, and listening! Fuck…that’s soooo so good. Mmmm Ben! Your groans are the hottest!

Ben: I love your pictures! I hope what I’ve sent you doesn’t come out when I’m Prime Minister.

Me: I really need you here. I want to feel your tongue flicking over my clit, your fingers pushed deep inside me..

Ben: I can’t wait to video you.

Me: I cant wait for you to make me cum as hard as you did last time and I cant wait to reward you for it…I’m so close to making myself cum to your hot video here…

Ben: You watching it again?

Me: Ohhh yes! God you always make me have the most intense orgasms ever. Wow!

Sadly, due to a malfunction with the blog, I have lost all entries between August and today which I’m absolutely gutted about.

So, as a recap I’ll bring you back up to speed with life.

Richard returned from Vancouver and we got back together. Everything was going great but things were moving too fast. As much as I adored (and still do adore) Rich, he wanted things I wasn’t quite ready for.

My friend James returned from Holland and I think it’s safe to say we’re what you would call “friends with benefits”, and I’m still in touch with Ben – and I still can’t help but want him. I guess some things never change do they?