Archive for May, 2008

Messages from afar

Wednesday, May 28th, 2008

Rich being in Vancouver has been tough and the time difference is a killer. At least it’s only two more weeks before I fly out to see him. The e-mails, the videos we’ve made each other and the calls have been incredibly teasing.

I saw this e-mail before I left for work, along with a very hot video. Now I’m sat here with my pussy begging for attention, desperate for his cock to fill me…here’s the message he sent:

“Hi gorgeous,

I think it might benefit you to know how fucking good it’s going to be when you get here. I’ve been waiting for weeks to fuck you and there are only 2 more to go. I’ve been reading up on a few things to see if there’s any room for improvement – when you get here you’re not going to know what just fucked you.

Lets start with the coach from the airport…I’m not joking, I’m going to do stuff to you so that you’ll want to scream. We NEED to get the back seat to ourselves and get as much privacy cover as possible, but if we don’t….oh well. I’m going to wait until nobody’s looking, then I’m going to go under your coat and busy my head in your lap.

After I’ve teased you through your clothes and when the coast is clear I’m going to push up your skirt and pull aside your soaking knickers, then I’m going to spread your legs and slowly lick your lips with the smooth side of the end of my tongue. As you get wetter and wetter I’m going to slowly move up, part your lips and caress your clit with my tongue pointed.

Now that I’ve got you in a soaking wet frenzy it’s time for me to lick my finger and slowly place it DEEP in you, followed by a second. Then I’ll thrust them in, out, and in again and then push from the front and inside right on your g spot, whilst holding your clit between my lips and playing with it inside my mouth.

I’m not stopping until I’M satisfied. I want my mouth to be FULL of you. Fresh and warm. After I feel like my fingers have done their job I’m going to move down with my tongue, extend it in to you as far as it’ll go then thrust it in and out repeatedly while I fumble with your wet clit between my fingers. This is just the coach – where you can’t scream with pleasure – just wait ‘til we get to the hotel.

As soon as we get in to the room I’m going to throw you down on the bed, franticly strip you and start kissing you everywhere. I’m going to take my clothes off and start breathing on your neck, biting your ear lobes and pulling your hair while my rock hard cock rubs up against your clit, teasing you. I’m going to move my mouth down to your erect nipples and pull them with my teeth, then I’m going to kiss every part of you, slowly moving down and turning you on your front, legs spread.

I’m going to lick your pussy lips from bottom to top then flick your clit with my wet tongue, then move back down probing it deep in you, right the way round to your ass. Parting your ass cheeks with my hand, I’m going to continue to lick EVERY part of you as close as you want me to go, biting your cheeks every now and again.

While you’ve been distracted I will have moved two fingers inside you, and I’ll be playing with the soft, warm lining. Knowing that by now you’ll want me to fuck you hard I’m going to wind you up even more.

As I climb up your body and place my dick at the opening of your soaking pussy I’ll be pulling your hair and tickling your back and sides. Now I’m going to give you a massage using proper massage oil, the whole time with the end of my dick rubbing up and down your lips. Then, pulling your legs apart with my knees I’ll enter you for the first time in over a month, deep. It’s going to be so hard and thick. I’m going to slowly move in and out 5 or 6 times, getting harder and deeper every time, but still taking it slowly.

Then I wont carry on. I’ll take it out completely while you turn to lie on your back. Now you put your knees over my shoulders and spread your pussy. I wont go back in, but instead play with your clit which is now feeling the effects of the warming lube. After biting you all over and rubbing the end of my rock solid cock over your lips and clit I’ll go in again, your lips rubbing all the way down my massive shaft. I’m going to ram it in you hard and fast, until you’re about to cum, then turn you on your side with one leg in the air and fuck you harder than ever before until I nearly cum.

Knowing that you like it, it’s time for you to turn around. With my cock throbbing I’m going to make you sit on my face until you think you’re going to squirt all over me, licking every part of your pussy and ass. Now, so close to climax, I’m going to shove my hard lubricated cock in your ass while I slide my hand down, fishhook your clit and begin to bang you from behind. Then after you’ve cum all over my cock I’ll pull out. It’s my turn now.

I want you to grab my cock in your hand and I scramble towards you, then pull it, and pull it, and squeeze, until I cum in to your mouth and all over your face. Just writing this has made me so hard I need to do something about it, so your videos and maybe some photos will be attached too. I can’t wait til you get here, I’ve missed fucking you so much. I hope you have fun with this and the vids xxxxx”

…damn! These two weeks better fly by fast otherwise I’ll be on the verge of exploding as I land…

Has summer arrived?

Sunday, May 25th, 2008

Yesterday was amazing (it felt as though summer had finally hit the UK however I’m wrong, it’s been raining all day today). A bunch of us went over to a few beer gardens around the city. I love how a bit of sunshine can really change people’s moods and attitudes. It’s like love is in the air. Everyone is smiling, laughing, flirting and just generally having fun but then perhaps that isn’t the sunshine, more the flowing alcohol?

As I waited at the busy bar to be served the guy stood on my left began speaking to me. He was well spoken, had a nice smile and kind of reminded me of an older version of Lee Ryan from a boy band called Blue. We laughed and made a joke about still being here in four hours waiting to be served. He was almost as dramatic as me with that comment. Although he was at the bar before I was he insisted that I get served first. Before I left with my drinks in hand we smiled at one another, he winked and off I returned to my friends again.

When the sun started to set I invited a few of the girls over. We ordered Chinese takeaway and ended up watching ‘The Departed’ (must be my 4th time). There is something about Matt Damon and Leonardo Di Caprio that really gets me going. I remember when I first watched The Departed, that’s when the fantasy began. I’d always had a thing for Matt Damon but this movie gave me a view to Leonardo that had me thinking “…damn baby!”.

I’d always imagined Matt would be a gentle kisser, a gentle lover. Whereas I picture Leo being someone who is a little more playful, I could see us talking dirty to each other – it must be his smile, he has this filthy smirk that on any guy drives me crazy.

As the night drifted on, we got on to the topic of “If you could fuck one celebrity, who would it be?” I questioned, “Just one person? Just, I have a whole gang bang lined up?”. In all fairness I’d had a few too many glasses of Merlot but it’s true, I couldn’t possibly commit myself to just one A-lister…surely I’m not the only one?

Knowing what we want

Tuesday, May 13th, 2008

I found myself looking at a particular website this afternoon. It’s shows various sex positions and now I’m sat here thinking either Rich needs to come home or I need to get to Canada and fast!

For him, because I know he loves fucking my throat: http://www.sexinfo101.com/sp_throatswab.shtml or perhaps http://www.sexinfo101.com/fuckface.shtml or even http://www.sexinfo101.com/plumber.shtml

For me, and it has to be like this otherwise I’ll try and wriggle out of it with over excitement: http://www.sexinfo101.com/spreadeagle.shtml or this http://www.sexinfo101.com/sp_ridingtheface.shtml but he’d really have to be gripping on to my thighs.

For us… http://www.sexinfo101.com/cradle.shtml and http://www.sexinfo101.com/suspendedmastery.shtml because he loves a good view and loves to be in control.

Now, I couldn’t possibly keep this to myself so I e-mailed them over to Rich with this message:
…I took the afternoon off work. I’ve been far too horny to concentrate. When I got home, I came across this website. I’ve been lay on the bed with the toy you bought me. Imagining you have me on my back, legs spread. You’d teased me with the vibrations, slowly to begin with. You’d take my clit in your mouth and lightly suck, flick your tongue over it and when you push the vibrator inside me I’ll start writhing uncontrollably. You’ll grip harder around my hips because you know I can’t handle the teasing and I’ll try moving myself up the bed.

I want you to tease me just like that and don’t stop. I want you to make me cum and cum over and over again. Oh, and attached is a video just for you. You can now see exactly how much I’m enjoying my new gift.

xxx

When it rains

Thursday, May 8th, 2008

Rich and I spoke for a while on MSN tonight and now and I’m sat here smiling, blushing, melting:

Rich: It’s raining here right now. How’s England?

Me: Much the same. I quite like rain though…

Rich: Yeah…heavy rain.

Me: I’d love to have sex in the rain..

Rich: You haven’t done so?

Me: No I haven’t. It’d have to start with one of those kisses that you know is about to lead in to sex.

Rich: Yeah I know what you mean…long drawn out passionate kiss. Tugging at each other…yeah.

Me: Absolutely that kiss!

Rich: You feel it? That’s what I’m on about. Bent over the bonnet of my car. My hand over your hip. Your hair soaked. My fist full of it.

Me: Mmm, are you going to pull hard on my hair or just hold me in place?

Rich: Both. There is no two ways about it. I will support you then it will no doubt slowly get rougher and more desperate.

Me: Damn…now you’re really teasing me! I’ve got it all pictured…

Rich: When you’re sucking me I’m going to be firm, but not too firm to stop you. I wanna feel your throat…and touch your lips around it. Both hands holding back your hair…wanting you to maintain eye contact. Fuck I’m hard already..

Me: Mmm nice, heh. You’re really really teasing me now.

Rich: Like it eh? C’mon then talk to me. What do YOU want to do…

Me: You’re adding and adding to my imagination…I’ve got an image of me on my knees in front of the car. You pushing your hips in to me as I take you deep in my mouth, touching the back of my throat making me choke slightly.

Rich: Do you want me to use you like a slut but a good one?

Me: Mmmm yes please.

Rich: I love hearing you gag slightly on it. Just wait til I see you next. I’ll look after you. You’ll feel needed yet still filth. You will love it. I’m going to leave you shaking..

Me: I have absolutely no doubt that you will..

Rich: So tell me, what are you fantasies…within the confines of the hotel room.

Me: Well if it’s the hotel….We’d have just got through the door. We’d fall through it stumbling as we kiss. You’d push me up against it kissing me hard, pushing your hands over my waist up under my top. I’ll push you further in to the room and we’ll fall on to the bed. You’ll get up slightly and push your hands up in to the sides of my skirt, stroking over the sides of my lacy French knickers

Rich: Nice. Naughty…I’m sure you will push me around where you want me to…but I will ultimately be in control. I have powerful shoulders. They will be thrusting you towards me. I will push you to the limit in every way.

Me: I’ll put up a fight that’s for sure…

Train of thought

Friday, May 2nd, 2008

Saying goodbye to Rich tonight at the airport felt really surreal. He gave me the keys to his apartment and said I can stay over whenever I’m in London and to make myself “at home”…whatever that means? When I was on the train back to his apartment, he sent a few texts.

“Just think of me sat next to you in a crowded carriage, my hand slipping up your skirt, slowly fingering you as you let out a slight gasp, trying not to be heard. Standing up you follow to me to the loo. As soon as the door shuts behind us you’re on your knees taking my cock in to your mouth…slightly choking as I push in to you. Picking you up, you wrap your legs around my waist as I push in to you, fucking you hard. Putting a hand over your mouth so not to be heard by the other passengers. I feel you shake as you cum. As I feel myself about to cum you drop to your knees and take me in your mouth. Best journey ever..”.

They got me pretty wound up but that wasn’t all. As I returned to the apartment I got another text. He asked me to look in the black box in the bottom of his wardrobe. I did, inside was a gift wrapped box and once opened there waiting, was my new love for the next few weeks – the new rampant rabbit wave.