Moving on
I’ve had such a regretful week that last night I needed to forget about it completely, so I went out with a couple of my friends. I’d been to get my hair and nails done, spent half of my wages already on a pair of dark denim tight jeans, a black backless top, and a sexy pair of red Christian Louboutin shoes with 4inch heels – to say the least it’s worth every penny as I look absolutely stunning!
Matt picked me up at 7pm, we met a couple of friends in the local wine bar. After a couple of hours we headed to an R&B club. I was totally relaxed, dancing with my friends (more so, grinding with Matt). Whilst we were there dancing having fun, Matt spun me around to face him and whispered in my ear. I couldn’t actually believe what I was hearing but I was so flattered. He’d asked me out. I know we were both pretty drunk so I wasn’t quite sure if he was being serious so I just grabbed his hand and led him out of the club and hailed a taxi back to my apartment.
We sat on the sofa and I opened a bottle of rose wine. The thing with Matt and I is that we’d always fooled around but we were friends. I’d always found him attractive but I’ve always worried that taking things a step forward would ruin the friendship we have. I asked him if I said yes, and it doesn’t work out, what would happen and he just laughed and said it wouldn’t change a thing. Let’s just hope this isn’t another thing I regret as I really need some good things to happen…